So Rashad just called with bad news. On of his fellow 2nd shift officers killed herself sometime between end of shift last night at 10pm and today at about 3pm. Rashad said she was totally normal and joking last night when they turned in reports.
So now they are another person short.
By the way...offing yourself is the most selfish, disgusting thing that you can do to your friends and family.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
The police
"Murfreesboro has one of the most ignorant departments on the planet" (Howse, 2010).
I feel bad for my husband some days, but especially days like today. He shows up to work today with a laundry list of things on the board including MTSU homecoming where there was a serious brawl last year. Only 8, I said 8 patrolman showed up to work today, to protect our whole fricking city!! Seriously? Rashad has a complete zone to himself (bradyville Pike and Fred's zone). Gibbs has zone 1 (square, academy, ghetto) all to himself. Yesterday in Rashad's zone there were 2 armed robberies. Nice.
So who does he call for backup? Noone. Please pray today that nothing goes down and he comes home safely. And pray that this SRO position comes open and he is given a fair shot. (apparrently they need another black person, which would then work out for us). He is not paid enough to be put in this kind of unsafe situation.
I feel bad for my husband some days, but especially days like today. He shows up to work today with a laundry list of things on the board including MTSU homecoming where there was a serious brawl last year. Only 8, I said 8 patrolman showed up to work today, to protect our whole fricking city!! Seriously? Rashad has a complete zone to himself (bradyville Pike and Fred's zone). Gibbs has zone 1 (square, academy, ghetto) all to himself. Yesterday in Rashad's zone there were 2 armed robberies. Nice.
So who does he call for backup? Noone. Please pray today that nothing goes down and he comes home safely. And pray that this SRO position comes open and he is given a fair shot. (apparrently they need another black person, which would then work out for us). He is not paid enough to be put in this kind of unsafe situation.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Rich
I am about to have some shit blow up bitches. I hope you are ready!!! Show me the money!! Show me the money!! Show me the money!!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
I think this calls for.....
BULLETS!!!!
- As an aside, I still wish the bullets could be more fancy in the blogosphere.
- Publixed it today and only saved 50% instead of a 100%. Slacking or meat and wipes cost extra?
- Made it to the gym 3 days this week. I am newly motivated(ish) and even bought salmon and steak tips for 2 different dinners. Woot. I plan to cook dinner the next 4 night fo sho!
- My birthday was amazeballs. I really am so loved. Rashad got me a fancy new Ipod Touch (thank Jesus for having katie in my life to give him proper guidance on what i really like and where to find it the cheapest). Amazing happy hour and dinner followed by katie/dj made cake and great conversation with Jake. I really was surprised he came by!
- Speaking of Jake....Can someone remind me to stop at the ATM and give that kid some money? lol Shit i am starting to get all too tan on his ass! lol (not funny at the same time as that heifer owes him money and isn't paying. stupid slut)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Followers
As in blog followers. I need some right? lol Maybe I should tell someone about this little blog thingy i got going here.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Boobs
What an ugly word right? Ugh
Well the ugly word reflects the ugly mess I have going on inside of my sports bra. Apparently having kids is not conducive to a hot body. Stretch-tacular marks here and there, with some grooves and saggy titties. Yuck. Ole Rashad still loves em (doesn't see them much :)). But they make me mad. Especially when I have to see Patty and her perfect titties every Mon, wed and Fri when we take the boys to preschool.
I sat and waited for Patty when she had her breast redo surgery with Dr Woodberry. She was groggy but seemed pretty good to go. Put her in bed with some ice packs and I am pretty sure she didn't follow any resting orders and was up doing shit in no time. 3 kids and all, there is no time to lay in bed. Anyway, her boobs look amazing all the time in any shirt. Envious I tell you.
The good news is this -- the Armada is paid off this year and we no longer have a car payment. I worked my ASS off (yet it still follows me around) at the end of last year when I was big and pregnant and miserable. I worked long, ugly, stressful amounts of hours to do this big project and almost be able to pay the armada off. I told myself when that was done I could save the money and get my boobies fixed.
Well the time has come!! I just searched breast reductions with my insurance and it is only going to cost me between $750-$850 out of pocket! What you say???? And I want implants and know she will only make me pay extra for the implants. Everything else will already be covered by insurance. Holla!!!! I am about to get me a new rack.
I would like to weigh 170 before I have this done - so I better get on it!! Only 7lbs more to be back at my pre-prego weight (Jake says I only have 1 year to lose it all, and after that i am just a fat loser :) and 5lbs after that to be at 170. I guess I shouldn't have had mcd's for lunch. Better get on that eating better wagon asap.
Well the ugly word reflects the ugly mess I have going on inside of my sports bra. Apparently having kids is not conducive to a hot body. Stretch-tacular marks here and there, with some grooves and saggy titties. Yuck. Ole Rashad still loves em (doesn't see them much :)). But they make me mad. Especially when I have to see Patty and her perfect titties every Mon, wed and Fri when we take the boys to preschool.
I sat and waited for Patty when she had her breast redo surgery with Dr Woodberry. She was groggy but seemed pretty good to go. Put her in bed with some ice packs and I am pretty sure she didn't follow any resting orders and was up doing shit in no time. 3 kids and all, there is no time to lay in bed. Anyway, her boobs look amazing all the time in any shirt. Envious I tell you.
The good news is this -- the Armada is paid off this year and we no longer have a car payment. I worked my ASS off (yet it still follows me around) at the end of last year when I was big and pregnant and miserable. I worked long, ugly, stressful amounts of hours to do this big project and almost be able to pay the armada off. I told myself when that was done I could save the money and get my boobies fixed.
Well the time has come!! I just searched breast reductions with my insurance and it is only going to cost me between $750-$850 out of pocket! What you say???? And I want implants and know she will only make me pay extra for the implants. Everything else will already be covered by insurance. Holla!!!! I am about to get me a new rack.
I would like to weigh 170 before I have this done - so I better get on it!! Only 7lbs more to be back at my pre-prego weight (Jake says I only have 1 year to lose it all, and after that i am just a fat loser :) and 5lbs after that to be at 170. I guess I shouldn't have had mcd's for lunch. Better get on that eating better wagon asap.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Craptastic mom
I have been a weird crying, mushy, sappy fucked up mess lately. I can cry over juuuuuuuuust about anything. I am not pregnant. Thank Jesus. I already feel like a mother who wants to eat her young. I got so mad at DJ today I am pretty sure I wanted to throw him down the stairs. Scary right? I almost scared myself with the thought. It isn't even laughable, and sitting here writing it makes me cry. That boy can make me so mad I feel like i am going to lose it. My brother (who doesn't even know I am an emotional fucked up mess or that sometimes I want to eat my young) said I should be on an anti-depressant. Apparently (pretending like I may not know this already) I come from a fucked up psychological mess of a family. And it is the cool thing to do! :) I still can't get over the fact that I wanted to knock my muffin down the stairs. Crazy. Hopefully my 2 readers won't think less of me.
On to brighter news, the travel industry is booming and I have my ass back in gear. I am motivated and on the prowl to get my Bethany Webster on. I took a year long vacation. lols I love WV and all of the advantages it has already provided my family and friends. I believe we can achieve greatness with this company - and I can't wait for the day that I can go to people (they shall remain nameless) who laughed and be like, it's funny now huh? You like how i just replaced Rashad's income including insurance and now he is around getting on my nerves all the time? lols He wouldn't. Be around all the time I mean. Get on my nerves yes.
Which leads me to a whole new thought. What the fuck does my husband really want to be when he grows up? Seriously? Working away at this criminal justice degree and says he does not want to be a cop. Jesus help me. And he is so lucky I am his tutor, and fix all of his shit before he submits. Lord the man writes like he talks - all country and shit.
My sweet Zavier had his 9 month appt today. Breaks my heart. I can barely even get him to hold still anymore and cuddle with me. He doesn't talk back or do stupid shit to piss me off and I love him for it. I was looking through pics yesterday and sat at my desk sobbing like someone killed him. Ridic.
Katie took this picture and it is one of my favs. It is so hard to remember Zavier ever being this "small". Breaks my heart and make me cry all over again. Fuck. Get it together Howse!
He is what DJ was until we had Zavier, and bought a new house, and put him in school. Have I ruined my child's life this year or what? Anyway - the boy was 25lbs, 30in and 97%. Big ass boy! takes after his daddy right? I am trying to finish off these stage 2 foods and then the kid is going to mashed up table food. GAWD this will require me to probably cook. Who has time? I did make dinner tonight though. Your welcome Rashad.
On to brighter news, the travel industry is booming and I have my ass back in gear. I am motivated and on the prowl to get my Bethany Webster on. I took a year long vacation. lols I love WV and all of the advantages it has already provided my family and friends. I believe we can achieve greatness with this company - and I can't wait for the day that I can go to people (they shall remain nameless) who laughed and be like, it's funny now huh? You like how i just replaced Rashad's income including insurance and now he is around getting on my nerves all the time? lols He wouldn't. Be around all the time I mean. Get on my nerves yes.
Which leads me to a whole new thought. What the fuck does my husband really want to be when he grows up? Seriously? Working away at this criminal justice degree and says he does not want to be a cop. Jesus help me. And he is so lucky I am his tutor, and fix all of his shit before he submits. Lord the man writes like he talks - all country and shit.
My sweet Zavier had his 9 month appt today. Breaks my heart. I can barely even get him to hold still anymore and cuddle with me. He doesn't talk back or do stupid shit to piss me off and I love him for it. I was looking through pics yesterday and sat at my desk sobbing like someone killed him. Ridic.
Katie took this picture and it is one of my favs. It is so hard to remember Zavier ever being this "small". Breaks my heart and make me cry all over again. Fuck. Get it together Howse!
He is what DJ was until we had Zavier, and bought a new house, and put him in school. Have I ruined my child's life this year or what? Anyway - the boy was 25lbs, 30in and 97%. Big ass boy! takes after his daddy right? I am trying to finish off these stage 2 foods and then the kid is going to mashed up table food. GAWD this will require me to probably cook. Who has time? I did make dinner tonight though. Your welcome Rashad.
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